Relapse in A MinorInsomnia brings memory, longing and regret on trembling mocha wings.Relapse in A Minor
I lie on my stomach, head turned to the right, eyes open to a darkness so opaque I can’t tell the difference when I blink.
For no reason in particular, I think about how odd it is that I haven’t had a relapse. The months without return to self-destruction fool me into thinking myself invincible. They trick me into believing that maybe, just maybe, I’m cured.
Then from nowhere, the urge strikes. I squeeze my eyelids shut against the panoramic view of a bathroom mirror, my shirt rolled up, shiny silver
Lost guitar picks“My name is Janet, and I am an alcoholic.” “I’m Mark, and I’m an alcoholic.”Lost guitar picks
“Hi, I’m Keith, and I am an alcoholic.” Leaning forward in the hard plastic chair with his elbows on his knees, Alex watched the people stand and speak, every confession bringing his turn closer. He smirked. It was pathetic, really. All these people were just loser alcoholics who couldn’t get it together on their own. Alex didn’t belong here; he was doing just fine. On the other hand, his aunt mistakenly thought he had a problem, and had convinced him to go to an AA meeting. &
broken phone...Gabriela hates yellow. She can’t stand the ugly shade of mustard on the cheap, transparent plastic of the parka she has to wear. Right now all she wants is her giant, zebra-striped umbrella and a working phone. She spews obscenities at the crappy phone she’s attempting to take pictures with so she can send them to her mother, who had to give up the trip to Niagara Falls so she could make her trips to chemo instead. Mom always wanted to see the Canadian side, but the masses in her lungs showed themselves before she could go, and she insisted between violent coughing fits and drags of the cigarettes she refused to give up that Gabi gobroken phone...
cold pennieshoney, that tight little stomach of yours under low-cut denim cries out that you’re scared shitless of what’s to come you know it’s gonna all go flat after the lights and the dancing and the boys and the sweat turns to ice, running down quaking limbs to drench the sheets your mouth tastes like cold pennies and you’ve got blisters on your feet but you wear those heels anyway because if you stand tall and look beautiful maybe they won’t notice that you don’t know you don’t even know if you’re realcold pennies
corkboard + butterflyI want to take each of my memories of you and stab a pin through their abdomens: corkboard to butterfly.corkboard + butterfly
They'll flutter and attempt to fly and escape and eventually they'll die.
I'll pump each one with formeldahyde, fold their hands, and shut their eyes.
And when I look back on the box of memories, all I'll see is the way they used to be: still alive.
The weather's fucking depressing.
Hurt
Be online so I can fangirl over the fact that I'm talking to a hot guy on AIM at you.
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5/9/09 Fall Out Boy's Believers Never Die Part Deux
8/1/09 Warped Tour
8/15/09 Blink-182 Reunion Tour
10/28/09 Silversun Pickups with Cage The Elephant
Elliot James is hot!
damn, I'm gone for like three days and everything happens...
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"When I'm good I'm very, very good, but when I'm bad, I'm better."
~Mae West
-died-
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5/9/09 Fall Out Boy's Believers Never Die Part Deux
8/1/09 Warped Tour
8/15/09 Blink-182 Reunion Tour
10/28/09 Silversun Pickups with Cage The Elephant
Elliot James is hot!
GAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH.
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"When I'm good I'm very, very good, but when I'm bad, I'm better."
~Mae West
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5/9/09 Fall Out Boy's Believers Never Die Part Deux
8/1/09 Warped Tour
8/15/09 Blink-182 Reunion Tour
10/28/09 Silversun Pickups with Cage The Elephant
Elliot James is hot!
^^way to damn ironic. My Ringtone is Too Drunk To fuck!
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Dr. Thunder is defiantly Dr. Pepper for poor people. But it is still just as fucking amazing.
(209): he said my vag tasted like ravioli n pennies... i forgot I was on my period
That's too gross. I had ravioli for lunch...
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"When I'm good I'm very, very good, but when I'm bad, I'm better."
~Mae West
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Dr. Thunder is defiantly Dr. Pepper for poor people. But it is still just as fucking amazing.
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"When I'm good I'm very, very good, but when I'm bad, I'm better."
~Mae West
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